WHO KNOWS, I WILL MISS YOU

How can I call the name of this crazy feeling?
How can I understand the word: “lonelinest” in this situation?
How to get your mind?
How to stop myself expressing the feeling that bigger and deeper, infront of you?
How to stop feeling hurt while seeing the sadness in your face?
How to make you feel happy?
How to warm your cold heart?
The crazy storm in my heart is yelling out loud and impatiently, cant not stand for anymore.
What if I lose this moment, the moment being with you?
What if I lose you?

What if after all, you dont feel the same?